I'd Like to take you Somewhere.

tunnel vision

Thu, 04 Apr 2013 20:55:22 -0400

I hope I haven’t dimmed your stars,
dressed your dreams in doubtful garb
and led them to the great ravine
of thoughtful epiphanies, left unseen
by the eyes of the observer;
both timid man and fearless warrior
still ought to have their futures bright
with hope to guide us through this life.

Sun and fresh air

Thu, 04 Apr 2013 20:54:29 -0400

My time away has been magnificent. I watched the sun disappear over the horizon and the stars appear one by one. I can not imagines life unlike this one. 3 more weeks until I am home. I can not decide if I am excited or upset. Time holds all secrets. So we will see.

Awaiting bliss

Wed, 20 Mar 2013 11:57:00 -0400

5 days until pure exhilaration.
I am glad i waited until now to do this.
Things would not have been the same otherwise.

What Was Meant By Making Them

Wed, 20 Mar 2013 07:16:42 -0400

lincolnneal:

soon it is dry.
isn’t that the way
one makes
with rain
a story. and who
writes puddles ants swim in
but let them escape now and
then with wet feet they dry
under an awning with
a friend’s antennae who is
very sweet? when dry
ants build sand dunes and
sugar into towers for the
wind and the rain to test
what was meant by
making them

Pillow Talk...

Wed, 20 Mar 2013 07:15:37 -0400

Pillow Talk...:

shutupmomm:

In my 19 years, i still have memories that arise as my head hits the pillow at night.

1: Long walks at night, in the Watauga Light park with an old friend, Hope.
2: Talking about the future with Paul, while sitting on our favorite bridge, feet dangling, just skimming the water, and watching the…

Most of my memories pertain to you.

My lips are sealed

Tue, 19 Mar 2013 18:49:06 -0400

The words,
they come and go.
They linger on my tongue.

These are my confessions.

Sun, 03 Mar 2013 23:40:57 -0500

This is going to be the hardest thing i ever have to do,
Got me talking to myself,
asking how i am going to tell you,
about that chick i told you i was creeping with,
she said she is 3 months pregnant,
and she is keeping it.

First thing that came to mind was you,
second thing was “how do i know if it is mine?”
And “is it true?”
Third thing was me wishing,
that i never did what i did,
how i am not ready for no kid,
and bye bye to my relationship.

poetry only goes so far.

Sun, 03 Mar 2013 00:01:52 -0500

sinandserotonin:

I keep trying to them
that I am more
than my words—

look at me
but not at me,
in me, look inside me

past the sleepless nights
and the desperation
that depression breeds

but in the end
I am speaking words
because I cannot speak soul.

consciousperspective: Always running away from a single memory many variations of uncomfortablelike...

Sat, 02 Mar 2013 21:56:19 -0500

consciousperspective:

Always running away from a single memory
many variations of uncomfortable
like sticky wet, heart beating in stomach
fingers under floorboards
like that
He has a single body
with many variations of kind
all of them sick and surface
like cracking paint chips
you
wrote me a poem on one
“yellow blast”
no more debts
you owe me nothing, but again I bargain
for you to sleep next to me
so that comfortable
doesn’t feel like pins and needles.

These colors are surely not the best

Sat, 02 Mar 2013 21:43:12 -0500

I spied on a friend’s conversations, to find that today was the day she gave up. I have been waiting for this day for years. I only wish that it had waited.

Lonely

Fri, 01 Mar 2013 13:48:05 -0500

At some point i believed that i was allowed and in the right to judge those around me. To pick who was my friend, based on; not if they were good people, but if they were cute and if they were funny and today was the day i sat down and reflected on myself. I realized that i’m alone, because i isolated myself and i pushed away good people, because they were not as beautiful on the outside as they were on the inside.
I sit here, remembering all those who came into my life, the ones i accepted, and how they left so quickly, because of my anger, because of my ignorance and pride. I would give anything to go back to those arguments, the ones where they were only trying to help me, and stop myself from getting defensive. I would give anything to have that best friend back and to have known that i did not deserve any of those who were in my life, so i would have appreciated them more. At least, appreciate them when they were in my life and not now that they are gone. Pride is the worst symptom of anger.

I am afraid that i lost myself.

Thu, 28 Feb 2013 00:21:50 -0500

It has been hard leaving,
so many times that i have had to say goodbye,
to those i love,
to those who loved me.

I was never so scared to be alone,
until the moment that i was.
And when i get your calls on the phone,
i remember what i left behind.

The nostalgia grows inside me,
making you despise me.
My heart rips within my chest,
reminding me that you were the best.

Photo

Sun, 24 Feb 2013 22:37:36 -0500

I think the truth is going to hurt you.

Sun, 24 Feb 2013 22:35:42 -0500

If i only could make a deal with God,
to get him to swap our places.
I would be running up that road,
running up that hill.

If i only could.

You do not want to hurt me,
see how deep the bullet lies,
unaware that i am tearing you asunder.
There is thunder is our hearts.

You and me,
we won’t be unhappy.

She said,"I do not know why you would ever lie to me".

Thu, 21 Feb 2013 21:36:20 -0500

It is because I’m a little bit dirty.
I have been cheated,
I have been wrong,
and i can not change.

I would give anything for the opportunity to take you for granted.

Just wait a minute,
things kind of fell apart,
do not rush this.

I want to push you around,
I want to drag you down,
and i will.

snow.

Tue, 19 Feb 2013 23:42:30 -0500

sinandserotonin:

shock me into breathing
cold on my skin one two three
clear air inhale stinging breath
defribillator to the senses

I stuck my hand in the snow
and very nerve was screaming

I had never seen so much blood
so close to the surface of the skin
without spilling

You can not keep a secret or more than an hour

Mon, 18 Feb 2013 00:27:32 -0500

The more she ignores me,
the more i adore her.

What can i do?
I would do anything for her.

Baby, your time is running out

Thu, 14 Feb 2013 16:53:20 -0500

This time, i will be bullet proof.

A distant love

Tue, 12 Feb 2013 23:29:46 -0500

Don’t let the miles between us
Keep our love apart
Just listen close and you will hear
The beating of my heart

No distance, will ever keep
My heart from loving you
There are no more tears for it to weep
For a love that runs so true

I’ll be there with you one day soon
To love you everyday
And then my heart will sing a tune
And you will hear it say

I’ve finally found my one true love
As true as one can be
And now your all I’m thinking of
Forever stay with me

You and me, any day

Tue, 12 Feb 2013 23:23:13 -0500

I am in love with a character, faceless,
whose words penetrate my heart,
making my mouth speechless,
making food taste tart.

I imagine you.

I can feel your smile,
rest upon my face,
and i can feel your warmth,
the gentleness of your embrace.

Though miles come between us,
and distance keeps us apart,
nothing can ever change,
the love inside my heart.